Current mood:

angry

each quarter note, each marble step
"That was the last time."
"I ALMOST did it. I swear I didnt."
"I dont want to do it anymore."
"Trust me, Im over all of that."

Phrases youve used a couple too many times.

I no longer will ever believe you.

I no longer care about what you do.

I no longer will help, when you ask.

All you have done is lie to me,
and everyone else youve said was close to your heart.

"You dont understand!"

Yeah, I DO understand.
I understand you have a problem with getting spun.
You have a problem with realizing whats more important.

Hitting the pipe v. Friendship

Im tired of playing mom.
Im tired of caring about your well being.
Im tired of trying to push you in the right direction.
Push came to shove and all you did was fall to your knees.

I ask myself why I would waste my time doing it in the first place,
and then I realise, oh, I CARED. (take hard notice on the past tense)

I also was worried about you graduating.
Are you so sure youre going to make that milestone?

This is on you now.
Youre 18 years old.
Youre a big girl.
Im not the only one sick of your lies
and sick of trying to help.

Dont go blaming this on your home life either.
Just because your sister went through this shit,
doesnt mean you have to.
You should have been able to learn.
But apparently not.


Youve got one less person to lie to.
I hope youre fucking happy.

As before, my dissapointment stands.
I hope our silence is deafening.

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no one seems to understand,
ITS EASY FOR ME TO LET GO.